I would invite you to check out and listen to some or all of these online talks, interviews, or classes from the following online locations:
This website is free and has many different Spiritual Teachers mostly doing interviews and some book openings as well.
I would encourage you to listen to interviews by A.H. Almaas, & Faisal Muqquadam.
This site is more in depth classes and talks with a variety of Spiritual Teachers than Conscious.tv. This website you can get a paid subscription or you can get a 14 day free trial to see if you are interested.
I would recommend taking the course by Tejo Jourdan on the Inner Critic which will support your process and our work together.
This website is rich with many different Spiritual Teachers and Courses. For some you may be able to earn CEU’s. Each course is fee based however they do have some free talks and music you might enjoy.